I treat every bad feeling that I have with sex, I’m feeling angry and upset I can make myself feel better with sex, the real problem is where I go for my treatment isn’t always open for business, leaving me hurting in a moment of need, and that’s a horrible feeling. Now on days where can’t get my treatment I find myself fiending for an fix anyway I can get it. Why can’t women understand that it’s a necessary act and part of life to maintain a person’s wellbeing as well as their state of mind. It’s probably me I’m just chemically imbalanced and need sex to sustain balance within myself. Anyway It’s all I can think about all the time and at my age it only seems be getting worse so I’m becoming worried about where I’m falling towards without getting myself under control. People say control yourself but it feels so much better to give into it than fight against it my soul feel so much better.