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This is an excerpt from a chat session I had with a Pyschology student, Alexandra a year ago. I'm sharing it because I think its interesting.
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Location: Hungary
Age: 19
Bio: I'm just here, trying to talk, so please, if you are a fucking animal, press "next". thanks.
Akshay: Hi
Akshay: How are you?
Alexandra: hi
Alexandra: im fine thanks
Alexandra: u?
Akshay: I m good
Akshay: Thanks for asking
Akshay:
Akshay: Hows it Going?
Alexandra: good
Alexandra: everything is just fine
Akshay: Oh
Akshay: How's it been here at CR?
Alexandra: well, it's quite impossible to have an intelligent conversation here
Akshay: Yeah you're right
Alexandra: but even if you do not have hope, hope is the only thing
Akshay: Well said
Akshay: I just don't know why I keep coming here
Akshay: I've seen all kinds of people here
Akshay: But I'd admit, I made few good friends here
Akshay: So yes, its not that futile to keep that hope alive
Alexandra: sometimes i just simply cannot decide
Alexandra: everyone else is lucky, or i'm unfortunate
Alexandra:
Alexandra: perhaps both
Alexandra: who knows
Akshay: Oh
Akshay: Yeah, sometimes it feels just like that
Akshay: You get skipped a lot too?
Alexandra: i get skipped or they're jerking their disgusting dick off
Alexandra: get skipped is the better in my opinion
Alexandra:
Akshay: Hehe
Akshay: Better than getting hurt by rudeness :/
Akshay: Well I get skipped more often
Akshay: Maybe mostly because males don't want to talk to males
Alexandra: i don't care about rudeness, there was a time when i did, then i realized people are and the world is rude
Alexandra: you just have to accept that or you will be hurt much
Akshay: Yeah
Akshay: Dicks are fine. You may forget them
Akshay: But some people just pass lewd comments
Akshay: Sometimes racist
Alexandra: because in their life they are ridden, and do not have ever the oppurtinity to say their opinion because no one gives a shit about them
Alexandra: so they come here to be a moron, because it's the only thing that makes them feel something
Alexandra: so, you're not the one who are hurt
Alexandra:
Akshay: Stupid self assertion
Akshay: Well
Akshay: Your words have weight
Akshay: Thanks
Alexandra: this is really a common thing in people
Alexandra: many are ridden and can't say a word in real life
Alexandra: so they go to the internet and trolling anyone who are able to
Akshay: Right
Alexandra: so yes
Alexandra: in this perspective, you're really not the one who are being hurt
Alexandra: and this perspective is right only
Alexandra:
Akshay: Atleast I'm not alone in this
Akshay: The other person might be even more hurt
Alexandra: of course they are
Akshay: This perspective helps to pity that person
Alexandra: they are nothing but sneaky bastards
Alexandra: don't pity them
Akshay: Hehe
Akshay: Well
Akshay: I'll just do whatever makes me feel relaxed in this context
Akshay: But being angry at them isn't a good option
Alexandra: of course it is not
Akshay: :}
Akshay: You are wise, Alexandra
Akshay: Your views helped me
Akshay: Thanks
Alexandra: i know that i'm wise
Alexandra:
Akshay:
Alexandra: np
Alexandra: i'm studying psychology so
Akshay: Oh
Alexandra: i'm supposed to help people
Akshay: That's great
Akshay: Really
Akshay: I am actually into human behavior too
Akshay: Though I am an engineering student
Akshay: But I love to write too
Alexandra: fortunately (or unfortunately) i have a "superpower"
Alexandra: i know humans
Alexandra: that's why i chose this way
Akshay: Oh
Akshay: I crave for this power
Akshay: How may I have it?
Akshay: Haha
Alexandra: let people use you and feel a lot of bad things
Alexandra: in a matter of time, you will have this power
Alexandra:
Akshay: Haha
Akshay: Seems this approach works
Akshay: So feeling bad about things isn't bad
Alexandra: someone is born to have this power
Alexandra: or has to fight for it
Alexandra: but who wants himself being hurt?
Alexandra: so the second option is rare
Akshay: Yeah
Alexandra: and people are blind, so when they get hurt by others without letting it
Alexandra: they never learn
Alexandra: that's why psychologists have a job
Akshay: To let those blind people see
Alexandra: yeah
Alexandra: hell of a job isn't it
Akshay: Yeah
Akshay: Problem solving is everywhere
Alexandra: somehow most of the people do not solve their problems
Alexandra: they love to make more problems
Alexandra: and then cry why is it happening
Akshay: Perhaps they're helpless
Alexandra: yes
Akshay: Their passion lets them into such things
Alexandra: in the opinion of many psychologists
Alexandra: there are people who don't deserve life
Alexandra: because they're too stupid for it
Akshay: Really????
Alexandra: yes
Akshay: But of course
Akshay: You can't say this to such a person
Akshay: he'll just make himself worse
Alexandra: of course not, psychologist said that in interviews
Alexandra: because this is the truth
Akshay: But you don't say it exclusively to a particular person
Akshay: That you don't deserve life because you're too stupid for it
Akshay: Haha
Alexandra: of course not
Alexandra: we trying to give as much help as we can
Alexandra: some take it some not
Akshay: Hmm
Akshay: HEy
Akshay: I have a view
Akshay: Psychology overlaps Philosophy
Akshay: What do you think?
Alexandra: what do you exactly mean by that?
Akshay: Both focus upon going deep into problems
Akshay: And you both use reason and logic to make people understand things
Alexandra: i think psychology is a bit more better because a psychologist make people understand things in a private face to face conversation
Alexandra: philophists are not
Alexandra: they are just thinking
Alexandra: and write it to somewhere
Akshay: But he can be a Therapist too
Akshay: Like Plato had face to face conversations with his disciples
Alexandra: yes but that was who knows how many years ago
Alexandra: today's people barely understand things in person too
Alexandra: what do you expect from reading for example?
Alexandra: nothing
Akshay: Yeah I guess
Akshay: I consider reading for pleasure
Akshay: not mental conditioning
Akshay: But philosophy helps
Alexandra: yes for you
Alexandra: but the 80% of the people are
Alexandra: it's rough but stupid
Akshay: Ah
Alexandra: psychology barely can help them
Alexandra: anything barely can help them
Akshay: You get to observe people here?
Akshay: Some of those who don't skip
Alexandra: well this is my first and i think the last time here and you are the only one who didn't skip and didn't jerk off
Alexandra: so i can't observe people here
Alexandra: except that they are helpless and ridden
Alexandra: but this two word describe their entire life
Akshay: Oh
Akshay: Very well
Alexandra: so i think yes is a good answer too for your question
Akshay: Hmm
Akshay: Many people whom I talked to
Akshay: Said they like hearing other people's views
Akshay: But people rarely talk about views here
Alexandra: people rarely talk about views anywhere
Alexandra: if you don't have a few friends who use to talk about views
Alexandra: you get nothing too
Akshay: Yeah
Alexandra: people do not like views
Akshay: Dissimilar views
Alexandra: as if communism ruling the world everywhere in the world lol
Akshay: Views different from thers
Akshay: *theirs
Akshay: People do not like views different from theirs
Akshay: They are mostly one-dimensional
Alexandra: that's the reason they don't like anything
Akshay: Well
Akshay: This must have disappointed you at some point though
Akshay: The helplessnes and riddenness of people around you
Akshay: Do you have a vison for the Humankind?
Alexandra: it's impossible to dissapoint me since a few years
Akshay: Yes you have a superpower
Akshay: And you don't hate what you can understand
Akshay:
Akshay: By the way
Akshay: Your English is too good for a hungarian
Akshay: I have another Hungarian friend
Akshay: And she admits her english is not good
Alexandra: i learned it
Alexandra:
Akshay: Well English is my second language too
Akshay: I am an Indian. We speak Hindi primarily
Alexandra: for me it's the third
Alexandra: i was born in russia and we moved to hungary 7 years ago
Akshay: Oh
Akshay: I love Russian literature
Alexandra: then i learned hungarian then english
Akshay: Nice
Akshay: How many languages can you speak?
Connected to somebody.
Location: Hungary
Age: 19
Bio: I'm just here, trying to talk, so please, if you are a fucking animal, press "next". thanks.
Akshay: Hi
Akshay: How are you?
Alexandra: hi
Alexandra: im fine thanks
Alexandra: u?
Akshay: I m good
Akshay: Thanks for asking
Akshay:
Akshay: Hows it Going?
Alexandra: good
Alexandra: everything is just fine
Akshay: Oh
Akshay: How's it been here at CR?
Alexandra: well, it's quite impossible to have an intelligent conversation here
Akshay: Yeah you're right
Alexandra: but even if you do not have hope, hope is the only thing
Akshay: Well said
Akshay: I just don't know why I keep coming here
Akshay: I've seen all kinds of people here
Akshay: But I'd admit, I made few good friends here
Akshay: So yes, its not that futile to keep that hope alive
Alexandra: sometimes i just simply cannot decide
Alexandra: everyone else is lucky, or i'm unfortunate
Alexandra:
Alexandra: perhaps both
Alexandra: who knows
Akshay: Oh
Akshay: Yeah, sometimes it feels just like that
Akshay: You get skipped a lot too?
Alexandra: i get skipped or they're jerking their disgusting dick off
Alexandra: get skipped is the better in my opinion
Alexandra:
Akshay: Hehe
Akshay: Better than getting hurt by rudeness :/
Akshay: Well I get skipped more often
Akshay: Maybe mostly because males don't want to talk to males
Alexandra: i don't care about rudeness, there was a time when i did, then i realized people are and the world is rude
Alexandra: you just have to accept that or you will be hurt much
Akshay: Yeah
Akshay: Dicks are fine. You may forget them
Akshay: But some people just pass lewd comments
Akshay: Sometimes racist
Alexandra: because in their life they are ridden, and do not have ever the oppurtinity to say their opinion because no one gives a shit about them
Alexandra: so they come here to be a moron, because it's the only thing that makes them feel something
Alexandra: so, you're not the one who are hurt
Alexandra:
Akshay: Stupid self assertion
Akshay: Well
Akshay: Your words have weight
Akshay: Thanks
Alexandra: this is really a common thing in people
Alexandra: many are ridden and can't say a word in real life
Alexandra: so they go to the internet and trolling anyone who are able to
Akshay: Right
Alexandra: so yes
Alexandra: in this perspective, you're really not the one who are being hurt
Alexandra: and this perspective is right only
Alexandra:
Akshay: Atleast I'm not alone in this
Akshay: The other person might be even more hurt
Alexandra: of course they are
Akshay: This perspective helps to pity that person
Alexandra: they are nothing but sneaky bastards
Alexandra: don't pity them
Akshay: Hehe
Akshay: Well
Akshay: I'll just do whatever makes me feel relaxed in this context
Akshay: But being angry at them isn't a good option
Alexandra: of course it is not
Akshay: :}
Akshay: You are wise, Alexandra
Akshay: Your views helped me
Akshay: Thanks
Alexandra: i know that i'm wise
Alexandra:
Akshay:
Alexandra: np
Alexandra: i'm studying psychology so
Akshay: Oh
Alexandra: i'm supposed to help people
Akshay: That's great
Akshay: Really
Akshay: I am actually into human behavior too
Akshay: Though I am an engineering student
Akshay: But I love to write too
Alexandra: fortunately (or unfortunately) i have a "superpower"
Alexandra: i know humans
Alexandra: that's why i chose this way
Akshay: Oh
Akshay: I crave for this power
Akshay: How may I have it?
Akshay: Haha
Alexandra: let people use you and feel a lot of bad things
Alexandra: in a matter of time, you will have this power
Alexandra:
Akshay: Haha
Akshay: Seems this approach works
Akshay: So feeling bad about things isn't bad
Alexandra: someone is born to have this power
Alexandra: or has to fight for it
Alexandra: but who wants himself being hurt?
Alexandra: so the second option is rare
Akshay: Yeah
Alexandra: and people are blind, so when they get hurt by others without letting it
Alexandra: they never learn
Alexandra: that's why psychologists have a job
Akshay: To let those blind people see
Alexandra: yeah
Alexandra: hell of a job isn't it
Akshay: Yeah
Akshay: Problem solving is everywhere
Alexandra: somehow most of the people do not solve their problems
Alexandra: they love to make more problems
Alexandra: and then cry why is it happening
Akshay: Perhaps they're helpless
Alexandra: yes
Akshay: Their passion lets them into such things
Alexandra: in the opinion of many psychologists
Alexandra: there are people who don't deserve life
Alexandra: because they're too stupid for it
Akshay: Really????
Alexandra: yes
Akshay: But of course
Akshay: You can't say this to such a person
Akshay: he'll just make himself worse
Alexandra: of course not, psychologist said that in interviews
Alexandra: because this is the truth
Akshay: But you don't say it exclusively to a particular person
Akshay: That you don't deserve life because you're too stupid for it
Akshay: Haha
Alexandra: of course not
Alexandra: we trying to give as much help as we can
Alexandra: some take it some not
Akshay: Hmm
Akshay: HEy
Akshay: I have a view
Akshay: Psychology overlaps Philosophy
Akshay: What do you think?
Alexandra: what do you exactly mean by that?
Akshay: Both focus upon going deep into problems
Akshay: And you both use reason and logic to make people understand things
Alexandra: i think psychology is a bit more better because a psychologist make people understand things in a private face to face conversation
Alexandra: philophists are not
Alexandra: they are just thinking
Alexandra: and write it to somewhere
Akshay: But he can be a Therapist too
Akshay: Like Plato had face to face conversations with his disciples
Alexandra: yes but that was who knows how many years ago
Alexandra: today's people barely understand things in person too
Alexandra: what do you expect from reading for example?
Alexandra: nothing
Akshay: Yeah I guess
Akshay: I consider reading for pleasure
Akshay: not mental conditioning
Akshay: But philosophy helps
Alexandra: yes for you
Alexandra: but the 80% of the people are
Alexandra: it's rough but stupid
Akshay: Ah
Alexandra: psychology barely can help them
Alexandra: anything barely can help them
Akshay: You get to observe people here?
Akshay: Some of those who don't skip
Alexandra: well this is my first and i think the last time here and you are the only one who didn't skip and didn't jerk off
Alexandra: so i can't observe people here
Alexandra: except that they are helpless and ridden
Alexandra: but this two word describe their entire life
Akshay: Oh
Akshay: Very well
Alexandra: so i think yes is a good answer too for your question
Akshay: Hmm
Akshay: Many people whom I talked to
Akshay: Said they like hearing other people's views
Akshay: But people rarely talk about views here
Alexandra: people rarely talk about views anywhere
Alexandra: if you don't have a few friends who use to talk about views
Alexandra: you get nothing too
Akshay: Yeah
Alexandra: people do not like views
Akshay: Dissimilar views
Alexandra: as if communism ruling the world everywhere in the world lol
Akshay: Views different from thers
Akshay: *theirs
Akshay: People do not like views different from theirs
Akshay: They are mostly one-dimensional
Alexandra: that's the reason they don't like anything
Akshay: Well
Akshay: This must have disappointed you at some point though
Akshay: The helplessnes and riddenness of people around you
Akshay: Do you have a vison for the Humankind?
Alexandra: it's impossible to dissapoint me since a few years
Akshay: Yes you have a superpower
Akshay: And you don't hate what you can understand
Akshay:
Akshay: By the way
Akshay: Your English is too good for a hungarian
Akshay: I have another Hungarian friend
Akshay: And she admits her english is not good
Alexandra: i learned it
Alexandra:
Akshay: Well English is my second language too
Akshay: I am an Indian. We speak Hindi primarily
Alexandra: for me it's the third
Alexandra: i was born in russia and we moved to hungary 7 years ago
Akshay: Oh
Akshay: I love Russian literature
Alexandra: then i learned hungarian then english
Akshay: Nice
Akshay: How many languages can you speak?