Discussion in 'Blogs' started by Louise_angel, Nov 23, 2018.

  1. Louise_angel

    Louise_angel Well-Known Member

    To those who are reading this, I know you are tired. You are fed up. You are so close to breaking, but not broken. There's strength within you even when you feel scared. Don't give up.

    I'm sending love to everyone who's trying their best to deal with things that they don't discuss.
  2. Louise_angel

    Louise_angel Well-Known Member

    Having anxiety and depression is like being scared and tired at the same time. It's wanting friends, but hate socializing. It's wanting to be alone, but not wanting to be lonely. It's feeling everything at once and feeling numb.
  3. AkshayGoodOne

    AkshayGoodOne Well-Known Member

    To the warrior of life.

    I know you are walking alone, and you cannot see what's ahead of you. I know you're feeling cold and wishing of ways to end this tormenting state of yours. But look, you can't stop. You have to keep walking. It might be the life's way to tell you that now it is time to be your own source of energy and motivation, be your own source of love.
    Take time to take all that pain in, fiddle with the things that leave you in splits. Just solve the jigsaw puzzle you've become. Life isn't eloping anywhere. Just sit silently, and think. Accept the challenge of getting even with the odd feeling life's making you feel.
    It might be hard to digest, that you are alone and no form of justice or empathy might be available. It's your path and you'll have to walk it.
    It's not hard to live this life. You're doing it just without any effort.
    Live it.....believe me, it's worth living.
    I know it's next to impossible walking all that life's path on your own. So many people around you are available to give you a ferry ride along. It's just a matter of catching between trains. Just get absorbed into the journey, and you'll see how lovely it is to go ahead and get through stops in life.

    To the warrior of life. It's your path. Just keep walking.
  4. Misha000

    Misha000 Well-Known Member

    Depression for me is my failings. My lack of self worth and my reluctance to look after myself and socialise.
    I have anxiety as well.. which means i feel nervous all the time about everything I do. Have i done it correctly, did I forget anything today, i could have done that better, why did I do it like that... the list goes on. Control.. I need it. Can't deal with other people doing things differently to me.
    Mainly tho, I cry for no reason. I feel like staying in, not even showering, eating, brushing my teeth.. seems to make me tired all the time.. but I hate being stuck indoors too. Get very restless.. Omg my life is a constant battle with my mind and body.
    Depression really does alienate me. I have started opening up about it but ppl can't help me. When will I feel better?
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  5. Louise_angel

    Louise_angel Well-Known Member

    People think depression is sadness. They think depression is crying. Depression is dressing in black. But people are wrong. Depression is the feeling of being numb. No matter how bad things are right now. Or maybe things are not bad right now. You are stuck in your emotions. Wishing things were different. Depression is about inner feelings. Depression silently returns. I didn't ask her to come back. I want to part ways with my depression. I am angry, but not bitter. I am depressed, but not giving up.

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