Guess..... no? Ok.. I'll confess

[Misha000]

I am fine
I am hurt
Things here are difficult
Things here are easy
I'm disillusioned
I'm loved
I'm not loved
I'm welcomed
I'm pushed away
Lies
Truth
Anger
Disappointment
I laugh
I cry.. oh boy do I cry
Who the fuck am I ?

Feelings... of rejection, hatred and all from myself. No. I won't slip back into my black cloud. Not gonna fall into that chasm again.
As a tear rolls down my face, I look at my life and wonder if its going anywhere. I thought making a few friends on a chat room (or two) would help. I just find myself in quicksand.

No colours. No pretty fonts. Simple. White. Bare. Soul exposed. Come at me. Give it your best shot. I'm stronger than you think.
Oh ... and one last thing before I go.

 

[DDD]

I think we all do feel that way Misha. Thanks for sharing your vulnerabilities, strengths and feelings. Misha, look you inspired me. If you need an ear dont hesitate.

 

[Louise_angel]

Thank you for sharing. You are creative and talented. We all feel like that now and then. Broken inside, brave outside. This place is crazy but it helps. We smile each day.

 

[Sun66]

Beautiful Misha, love, strength and light.

Take care of yourself x

 

[Fireball69]

@Misha000