MoonLily
Active Member
It's raining here and I usually love this kind of weather. Gloomy days are my kind of day.
Today though I just kept reflecting on a lot of things which made it difficult to concentrate on work. Lately it's getting harder to be content with myself or to put up a front that I appear to be happy. I don't mind being kept inside. I just wish I had more friends - or more like the friends I use to be close with, but for some reason have grown apart. Some things just don't last no matter how much you want them to. And it's not anyone's fault. We grow and find ourselves and get exposed to other experiences that we can't relate to one another. And other times instances happen that are out of our control.
It would be nice to make some new friends. Even if it's just another moment in time, or for some months or even years. It just makes things more tolerable when you can have deep conversations with someone; laugh, talk, cry... anything really.
Anyway, if you've read through all this, thank you for listening. I hope you're doing well in these times.
Today though I just kept reflecting on a lot of things which made it difficult to concentrate on work. Lately it's getting harder to be content with myself or to put up a front that I appear to be happy. I don't mind being kept inside. I just wish I had more friends - or more like the friends I use to be close with, but for some reason have grown apart. Some things just don't last no matter how much you want them to. And it's not anyone's fault. We grow and find ourselves and get exposed to other experiences that we can't relate to one another. And other times instances happen that are out of our control.
It would be nice to make some new friends. Even if it's just another moment in time, or for some months or even years. It just makes things more tolerable when you can have deep conversations with someone; laugh, talk, cry... anything really.
Anyway, if you've read through all this, thank you for listening. I hope you're doing well in these times.