I've always been a romantic you know that my dear, life seems to keep dealing me the same kind of bittersweet love, one that lasts forever but doesnt make it through, I'm putting on a fight and ill continue to do, no matter what I'll always love you, I don't blame you for what you call selfish on your end, you fell in love with me and gave me a kind of love that I thought I'll never deserve, if by being selfish you gave me those gifts then please do, in every lifetime, I'd rather have the version of life that comes with the pain of losing you than a version where I never get to experience loving you at all, I love you, I hope you come back to me safe and we get to write more chapters in our love book, I'll be waiting for you 