So its been almost a month since I joined ofc now. Sadly a lot of the people I started to get to know in the chat rooms have moved on and things don't feel the same anymore. I'm posting more on the forum threads (really must learn to read them before posting lol) and I'm getting a few likes here...
I confess.
I've allowed my own insecurities to mess with my head and hurt the one I love. I couldn't see that what I was doing could be taken as mistrust until it was almost too late. Years of being made to feel useless and unworthy of anything almost destroyed something very special and hurt...
We talk for hours most days, we communicate the best we can. You already know who I've fallen for and she is amazing beyond belief. I could understand the jealousy if I'd "stolen her away" from someone, but as you say people have their own reasons for what they say and do
I am reluctant to ask her to block them, just feels like I'm trying to say who she can/can't talk to, and I'm not blocking them because I want to know what they're up to lol