I cannot set my soul free.
It is a part of me.
A contaminated tree
of pain, remorse and shame.
I can feel the pain, burning
and my Soul I feel it churning.
My Soul, I feel it burning,
burning off my name
and yet I cannot feel forsaken,
though my Very Life is taken.
And my Muscle, it is broken...
Pope Joan by Donna Woolfolk Cross. It's a fantastic story of the 9th Century woman who defied everything at the time and became the only woman to become Pope. The story captures Joan's rise from intelligent, precocious little girl to disguising herself as her murdered brother to take his place...
I cannot tell a lie, I'm sorry you feel this way Enid, and I hope the source of these feelings go away soon.
I cannot tell a lie, I'm slowly becoming a recluse. My job requires me to be almost constantly surrounded by people daily, so in my private life, I crave and cherish solitude more and more.
I cannot tell a lie, I had such a sucky day at work yesterday that I had "work documents" in the form of rum and coke in my stainless steel water bottle. It made the dregs of Friday afternoon go by without so much stress, and I was much calmer.
I cannot tell a lie, that is precisely what I was thinking, along with "when this shit day is done, wine awaits!" Made the day progress quickly. And thanks for the lovely compliment Crimson :*
I cannot tell a lie, I LOVE seeing a naked man! He does not need to be an Adonis, nor hung like a horse. Just the average guy, confident enough to be naked, doing his own thing and comfortable in his skin, I find that immensely sexy.
Thanks CrimsonKnight, it just seemed like the right thing to do, ya know?
I cannot tell a lie, it's Friday, and I have a busy-ass day ahead of me. And I am up at 4:25a.m. here. I'm going to be super tired at work, which makes me kinda loopy. Since I can't drink on the job, let's be...
I cannot tell a lie, it goes without saying that some people are going to say shit about you behind your back, but it hurts like a motherfucker when you find out that those shit-talkers are family. And it hurts even worse when they believe what has been said and treat you terribly because of it.