Human is the greatest drug to another human, u r a beautiful smart human and i think its not hard for u to find and attract that one human u want, lol, remember that u r beautiful and stay away from drugs, drugs are just an illusion, i am lucky that i have anxiety disorder so i had to stop doing...
People are desperate for attention lmao, find a way to verify that they are real if u dont trust em, some easy ways include finding out where they live and looking at em throught their windows while u chat lmao jk man, watch yourself there are nasty people out here on the internet
u seem like a decent human being, also talking openly bout the fact u need compliments says that u understand your feelings and your needs of attention, which is pretty open minded and brave lol. now for the physical part, u have beautiful eye color, i bet u dye you hair black and it suits u...