Hey, that sounds like a tough situation. It might help to talk to someone you trust in your life about what you're going through. Taking care of yourself and figuring out what you really want is important.
I'm open to either a roleplay or sex chat with you if you're between 30 to 50. Id prefer to sex chat with someone who is willing to tease me with pics based on how u would picture me dressed if we met or if I came over for weekend. This would all be roleplay. I have a thing for wearing shorts so...