Thanks for trying. I guess femdom/female-led relationships are still relatively un-thought of cause most people are under the false impression that all men in these relationships are dominant and all females are submissive lol.
It really bothers me that these things lean so heavily towards the male dom and female sub bdsm relationships. I tried to find ones relating more to myself and struggled. Maybe I didn't word my search correctly, but these are the best I found.