You are such a teaser, visions of this happening to you on the trains as it stops suddenly causing sudden movements feeling something poke into you from behind and as you said no eye contact which just makes it even more erotic, the fact that you have no idea as to who is feeling you up...
Firstly, Congratulations on the birth, so from tomorrow you will be exposing the cleavage for those guys to ogle at and perhaps grope as they should be a lot fuller because of the milk..
If he was married, you would STILL have had him, and so you should, totally deserve to feel him inside you, all the rooms in house and all the positions you allowed him would have been like HIS birthday, now are you going to when bf goes away again, interested to hear...