I just want to say I'm truly sorry I got thee help I needed and I would really appreciate being allowed back in the room. I know I messed up and I know you mods have a job to do. I promise you no more negative talk. This happened when I was still a guest as well. I have one friend who is a mod...
I just got a counselor and they told me to ask if I can come back but just to think before I act or type something negative . I am truly sorry for the suicidal talk.