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[ColleenK]

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[lngc]

i am a 46 year old white Traditional Catholic wife and mother in Toms River, NJ, USA. all my life i was the perfect Catholic girl, then young woman, then wife, then mother. admired by all who know me. i always did and still do dress very modestly in long skirts, flat shoes, high cut tops, and a veil to Mass, which is the Traditional Latin Mass except when circumstances do not allow. i hold a Juris Doctor and worked as an attorney until i started have kidz. i have 5 kidz total with my husband.

i never had sex of any kind with anyone until on my wedding night with my husband, and only with him. not even masturbation.

until about three and a half years ago.

sex with my husband is very frequent and very good. however, four years ago he got a big promotion at work which has him traveling the world, usually two to three weeks at a time. sex for me became less frequent. after a while i started to affect me as i really started missing it. at the same time, when he is away, family or friends offer to take the kids for a week or so so i can have time to myself to relax. the oldest two are away at a Catholic boarding school so most of the year this means they only have to take three of them.

well, the time home alone with the internet, sexually deprived, i started to break. i would look at sexual imagery. from pictures to video porn. i started to masturbate and started to bring myself to orgasm multiple times a day. but i missed the real thing. i entered online chat rooms and cybersex started, but that was not enough. i eventually met a guy from online and gave him a blow job. for the first time in my life i had cum in my mouth. i didn't know what to do so i swallowed it all. the next time i met him i left him fuck me. i was lucky to not get pregnant. i then secretly got my tubes tied so it would no longer be a fear. i never had sex with condoms with my husband and i did not want other guys to use them either.

what started small has grown. i regularly have sex with strangers when he is away. men, women, trans, one on one, groups, gang bangs, working a glory hole a few times a month. even dogs. no matter what i did or how far i have gone, it never satisfies me. i have to keep going further and further, deeper and deeper into sexual depravity. still, i keep needing more. i also got into BDSM as a submissive and let men and women and trans use me however they desire. even whoring me out at times giving me an address and telling me to show up dressed a certain and let whoever answers use me as they desire.

always looking to be used, abused, degraded, humiliated, exposed, blackmailed.

i have managed to keep this totally secret. nobody knows. not family, not friends, not neighbors, not churchgoers, not former coworkers or former classmates.

are you local to me? do i look familiar to you? do you know me? please tell me if you do.

Fucking perfect

 

[olderM]

You have my respect for even waiting so long, being the dutiful wife, but being left alone must have been difficult, as women have needs to, sexual wise,the very first time that you masturbated must have blown your mind, it's nice to see and hear that you have gone a lot further in your search for lust.
I WISH that i WAS closer to you, looks like you are desperately waiting in the pic dressed in white, stunning.