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Marv69
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For the past 36 years I have kept my secret to myself because of my up bringing I always felt it was wrong, something was wrong with me and what I secretly enjoyed would never be accepted. So here I go, here's my secret.
I have always enjoyed watching gay porn and sliding a dildo into my tight hole, I love seeing a nice bulge on guys it really turns me on, I have a fascination with jockstraps and rubbing up against leggings. I have never been with a guy, I haven't even done a video chat thing and till last year I had never been part of a chatroom.
I have always had girlfriends and am actually married, have been for 14 years and this was the one and only secret I kept from my wife till about 6 years ago I worked up the courage to tell her. I was scared, nervous and found it hard to get the words out because honestly I had no idea how she would take it. I told her that if she didn't like it I would stop everything because I don't want to loose her.
So after finally getting the words out she looked at me, kissed me and said it's ok and I should have told her years ago. Then to my surprise she went and brought a strap on, came home and showed me then said tonight I'm fucking you and honestly it's been heaven ever since. The missus has even offered to setup a guy for me and she'll watch then join in.
Till this day I haven't taken her up on the offer, don't get me wrong I do want to be with a guy but for some reason I can't bring myself to do it. Physically I'm ready, mentally I'm not and maybe it has something to do with my childhood but I just can't cross that line, even with the support of my wife. I guess this is why I love this site, I can be me and there's no fear or judgement.
I have always enjoyed watching gay porn and sliding a dildo into my tight hole, I love seeing a nice bulge on guys it really turns me on, I have a fascination with jockstraps and rubbing up against leggings. I have never been with a guy, I haven't even done a video chat thing and till last year I had never been part of a chatroom.
I have always had girlfriends and am actually married, have been for 14 years and this was the one and only secret I kept from my wife till about 6 years ago I worked up the courage to tell her. I was scared, nervous and found it hard to get the words out because honestly I had no idea how she would take it. I told her that if she didn't like it I would stop everything because I don't want to loose her.
So after finally getting the words out she looked at me, kissed me and said it's ok and I should have told her years ago. Then to my surprise she went and brought a strap on, came home and showed me then said tonight I'm fucking you and honestly it's been heaven ever since. The missus has even offered to setup a guy for me and she'll watch then join in.
Till this day I haven't taken her up on the offer, don't get me wrong I do want to be with a guy but for some reason I can't bring myself to do it. Physically I'm ready, mentally I'm not and maybe it has something to do with my childhood but I just can't cross that line, even with the support of my wife. I guess this is why I love this site, I can be me and there's no fear or judgement.