MarieJen
New Member
I try to remain faithful, I love my husband but I just can not help it! It isn't something I do regularly, it normally comes out of the blue but once the desire takes hold, I forget everything and can not say no. I probably committed my most blatant act only a few hours ago and I have no alcohol to blame this time! A guy that has been flirting with me for ages at my kids football club came into our office today, completely by surprise (to me, and him I think) to do some work on our electrics. Long story short I ended up at the pub with him at dinnertime and before I was back at my desk I had given him a blowjob in his car and I swallowed, something I hardly ever do with my husband. Why does it feel so good to do it but it also makes me feel so guilty? I am convinced that humans are not meant to be faithful, it is an invented thing.