Curiously nervous and excited

Chi2188

New Member
First of all, I've never BEEN with another woman. I've fantasized and had dreams. I've even watch videos. I'm INTERESTED but nervous or cautious because I don't know what to expect or anything.
I have a friend that HAS been with another woman that I feel I'd be COMFORTABLE WITH, but I don't know how to approach. I'm looking for an entrance or a sign that SHE'S wanting it also. I'm frustrated because one instance she'll get close, or rub gently on me and then I feel the intensity drop. She's walked away or changed the subject.
Frankly, I'm nervous about even trusting HER to be my first sometimes. I wonder, what is that? Can anyone help me out here lol? Should I choose a new person that I get to know over time or go with a CLOSE FRIEND?
 
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