sweetviolenturge
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So, things have gone from bad to worse for me over the course of the past year. It all started when I lost my beloved wife, Jana to COVID early last year. She had just turned 39-years-old a month before she passed. That led to a dispute with her mother over ownership of our house in Sedona, AZ. Jana's father had left it to her in his will when he passed a year earlier & because his will was still in probate when Jana died it meant that her mother could dispute my claim to the house. It was very convoluted & I was facing a long court battle if I wanted to fight for it. Or I could take the cash settlement that was offered to me & agree to move out in 30 days. I was still distraught over my wife's death & didn't have the desire to engage in a bitter court dispute. So, I took the money & moved back to my native Buffalo.
Needless to say, I was profoundly depressed & I could barely function. I hated being back in Buffalo & I had no friends left in the area. Until Tracy, one of Jana's good friends from the area reached out to me on Facebook & she helped me to better cope with losing her. Initially, we only chatted via messenger a couple of times per week but as the summer went on we became better friends & were in touch a couple or more times each day. Fast forward to the fall & we agreed to meet up as friends at the end of October. And when we did, I felt an immediate attraction to her. And eventually, it became clear that the attraction was mutual. And before I knew it, I was in love with her. We met up as frequently as we could throughout November-December but for various reasons, we were relegated to making out like a couple of horny teenagers in her car. Which was actually pretty hot & it made me feel young again ( I had turned 60 in October & Tracy turned 37 in November ).
Then, four days before Christmas we got a hotel room so we could exchange the gifts that we'd bought for one another & finally be alone in private. And the day went every bit as awesome as I'd hoped it would. We didn't rush things & we had a really good time unwrapping our gifts, talking & listening to music before we began making up & soon I was finally completely unwrapping her & she was gloriously naked. I was as excited as hell because I had a lot of sexual energy & frustration built up because it had been close to a year since I'd last had sex with Jana. But still, I was trying to take my time because I wanted to enjoy everything about Tracy. So, I got her off manually first & I was just about to go down on her when she grabbed me with both hands & I had no choice but to abandon my oral plans & put my cock inside her & to my surprise, I didn't cum immediately. She felt fucking divine but instead of going off like a bottle rocket, I actually lasted a while. It was much better than I'd hoped for but eventually, I had to give in & I had an amazingly intense orgasm. After which she told me that she loved me for the first time. The day was one of the best of my lifetime.
Then came Christmas day & everything went to shit. I made the mistake of posting a photo of the gifts that Tracy had given me along with a message professing my love for her on Facebook where her ex-boyfriend, a guy by the name of Darren saw it. And apparently, it upset him & he contacted her about it. Big deal right? Well, it was to Tracy & she wound up pissed off at me! I couldn't believe it. Somehow my intentions behind posting it got twisted & Tracy accused me of doing it solely to hurt his feelings. And the more I denied it the angrier she got. And before I knew it not only did she block me on Facebook but she blocked my cellphone number as well. Needless to say, I was shocked & devastated. Darren had been a bit of a thorn in my side during my entire relationship with Tracy as even though she'd broken up with him last summer she insisted on remaining in contact with him. But it didn't bother me all that much because he lives in Florida. During their entire two years together he'd only come up to visit her here in Buffalo twice. So, I figured that he'd eventually fade into the background for good. But now I have to wonder just how "broken up" the two of them actually are. Or if my stupid ass Facebook post was the catalyst behind a reconciliation.
I don't know because other than a couple of vague, cryptic messages that we've had via Jana's old Facebook messenger account, I haven't really had a chance to talk to her. So, I'm sitting here totally miserable, missing her & still madly in love. It sucks. I've gone from living my best life in Sedona a year ago to losing two women that I very much love. A man can only take so much.
Jana & Tracy:
Needless to say, I was profoundly depressed & I could barely function. I hated being back in Buffalo & I had no friends left in the area. Until Tracy, one of Jana's good friends from the area reached out to me on Facebook & she helped me to better cope with losing her. Initially, we only chatted via messenger a couple of times per week but as the summer went on we became better friends & were in touch a couple or more times each day. Fast forward to the fall & we agreed to meet up as friends at the end of October. And when we did, I felt an immediate attraction to her. And eventually, it became clear that the attraction was mutual. And before I knew it, I was in love with her. We met up as frequently as we could throughout November-December but for various reasons, we were relegated to making out like a couple of horny teenagers in her car. Which was actually pretty hot & it made me feel young again ( I had turned 60 in October & Tracy turned 37 in November ).
Then, four days before Christmas we got a hotel room so we could exchange the gifts that we'd bought for one another & finally be alone in private. And the day went every bit as awesome as I'd hoped it would. We didn't rush things & we had a really good time unwrapping our gifts, talking & listening to music before we began making up & soon I was finally completely unwrapping her & she was gloriously naked. I was as excited as hell because I had a lot of sexual energy & frustration built up because it had been close to a year since I'd last had sex with Jana. But still, I was trying to take my time because I wanted to enjoy everything about Tracy. So, I got her off manually first & I was just about to go down on her when she grabbed me with both hands & I had no choice but to abandon my oral plans & put my cock inside her & to my surprise, I didn't cum immediately. She felt fucking divine but instead of going off like a bottle rocket, I actually lasted a while. It was much better than I'd hoped for but eventually, I had to give in & I had an amazingly intense orgasm. After which she told me that she loved me for the first time. The day was one of the best of my lifetime.
Then came Christmas day & everything went to shit. I made the mistake of posting a photo of the gifts that Tracy had given me along with a message professing my love for her on Facebook where her ex-boyfriend, a guy by the name of Darren saw it. And apparently, it upset him & he contacted her about it. Big deal right? Well, it was to Tracy & she wound up pissed off at me! I couldn't believe it. Somehow my intentions behind posting it got twisted & Tracy accused me of doing it solely to hurt his feelings. And the more I denied it the angrier she got. And before I knew it not only did she block me on Facebook but she blocked my cellphone number as well. Needless to say, I was shocked & devastated. Darren had been a bit of a thorn in my side during my entire relationship with Tracy as even though she'd broken up with him last summer she insisted on remaining in contact with him. But it didn't bother me all that much because he lives in Florida. During their entire two years together he'd only come up to visit her here in Buffalo twice. So, I figured that he'd eventually fade into the background for good. But now I have to wonder just how "broken up" the two of them actually are. Or if my stupid ass Facebook post was the catalyst behind a reconciliation.
I don't know because other than a couple of vague, cryptic messages that we've had via Jana's old Facebook messenger account, I haven't really had a chance to talk to her. So, I'm sitting here totally miserable, missing her & still madly in love. It sucks. I've gone from living my best life in Sedona a year ago to losing two women that I very much love. A man can only take so much.
Jana & Tracy: