I met this girl at work and became really close friends with her she became like a mentor to me and she taught me how to deal with real life shit when I needed her. The problem is her husband and I have always had this em jokingly flirty and hateful relationship that sadly has ended up with us having hooked up multiple times and I basically became a mistress he is the best takes care of me but he has also hyper sexualized me and I feel he slowly made me have a kink for helping him cheat on my friend it’s become so bad that I’m an emotional mess and I crave his attention at all times pls help