jealoushotwifelover
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hey guys
i need some advise im self sabotaging my marriage of 11 years because of my trust issues
you see i get super jealous if my wife is overseas or a club without me but at same time i get turned on by her fucking other men while i watch
she has never had a one night stand and would like to pick up a man alone and me not there and its really triggering for me
the thing is i realise is i dont trust her becuase i dont trust myself as if i never had a one night stand i would be so tempted to do it
i would know never cheat on her as i have experience most but i want her to be my hotwife and experience everything with her watching or playing
she is kinda open to idea but not as crazy as i am
i would like to always be there and in control of all the situations organisng etc and if not there i would be happy to watch on cam
how do i cure my trust issues and get our sex life where we want it. im thinking of letting her have one night with someone but someone she meets online and is kinda planned as picking up a random doesnt sit well with me
i need some advise im self sabotaging my marriage of 11 years because of my trust issues
you see i get super jealous if my wife is overseas or a club without me but at same time i get turned on by her fucking other men while i watch
she has never had a one night stand and would like to pick up a man alone and me not there and its really triggering for me
the thing is i realise is i dont trust her becuase i dont trust myself as if i never had a one night stand i would be so tempted to do it
i would know never cheat on her as i have experience most but i want her to be my hotwife and experience everything with her watching or playing
she is kinda open to idea but not as crazy as i am
i would like to always be there and in control of all the situations organisng etc and if not there i would be happy to watch on cam
how do i cure my trust issues and get our sex life where we want it. im thinking of letting her have one night with someone but someone she meets online and is kinda planned as picking up a random doesnt sit well with me
