I seem can't make a conversation with a person irl and here.. im poor at socializing with others because ive been all alone in my class for almost a year without talking much to my classmates, they just seem to ingore me when i talk to them. From that moment i started to sit by myself at the back of the class all alone. I guess because of that i started to hate socializing with peoples n hate my life. I hope that i can meet friends here eventhough we're just online friends that will mean a lot to me because most of the people i call friends irl ignores we when i talk to them n only talk to me when they need my help. Tbh i just need friends in my life.. im so lonely and im almost 19 this year. I guess ill be celebrating my birthday soon all by myself. * This is a story from my life that i kept to myself anf now i share it here for you to read *