born_to_lose
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I am a 23-year-old who lives with my parents who is mentally retarded also and might be autistic. There is a female acquaintance who I liked since I was 12 but she seems to have a boyfriend plus I wrote weird crap to her online in the past. Furthermore, I have only really seen her once since we both graduated from high school, five years ago. Also, she lives an hour away. Sadly, I can't stop thinking of her no matter what and the only way to get this burden off my chest is by inquiring if she is single and let my feelings be known to her. I doubt I would win her. Like every girl, she is obviously out of my league. I am ugly as sin & have no flawless beard/body-hair or perfectly chiseled muscles. I never had a kiss and never had a date. The only time I had sex was with a prostitute who seems to want to get it over with as soon as possible, probably because she finds me repulsive like all women. I know I am pathetic but be nice and please help.
I even adjusted my worldviews and some interest partially for her