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Debussy
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I was involved with 4 married men...3 of which I had an ongoing fling with. I had met them from some adult websites. The longest ongoing fling was with the very first married man I met, which lasted for almost a year and a half. He was 50yrs and I was 21 at the time, now I am 23. The first time we met we had sex in his car. I was living on campus, so we parked in a somewhat empty, and dim-lit parking lot to have sex. The second time we got together was in his home when his wife was away on a trip. He did me right there on the living room floor while porn was being played in the background. He had bought me a hitachi magic wand and some nipple suctions to use on me and make me cum (I almost did, but I was too afraid and self conscious lol).
Being involved in these affairs and, essentially, being the "other woman" or "mistress", taught me a lot about the harsh realities of many marriages and why they fall apart or worse, end in divorce. It was very interesting, really, to see that all of these men had one thing in common other than cheat on their spouse: they wanted to feel some form of physical validation. And they would go through any means necessary, to obtain that. Just to clarify, I am not saying that all married men AND women for that matter go out of their marriage for that specific reason only. I am aware of other different reasons too. Just only talking about the married men that I was involved with. It gave me much insight, and though I am not proud of making those choices, I wanted the courage to admit my mistakes and wrong doings. I had fun no doubt, and felt the adrenaline of doing something so controversial. So risque in the moment, but I grew out of it I guess...
Hear me out, I am not going to bash or judge anyone who has or is still doing this, because that is your choice. No I am not saying you are the most shittiest of people and no I am not condemning you. However, I am only confessing this in hopes that maybe some of you could relate to, or not feel like you are alone in this boat if you feel sort of the same way I am feeling. However you take this post, just no that it is in no direct attack on anyone other than myself.
Being involved in these affairs and, essentially, being the "other woman" or "mistress", taught me a lot about the harsh realities of many marriages and why they fall apart or worse, end in divorce. It was very interesting, really, to see that all of these men had one thing in common other than cheat on their spouse: they wanted to feel some form of physical validation. And they would go through any means necessary, to obtain that. Just to clarify, I am not saying that all married men AND women for that matter go out of their marriage for that specific reason only. I am aware of other different reasons too. Just only talking about the married men that I was involved with. It gave me much insight, and though I am not proud of making those choices, I wanted the courage to admit my mistakes and wrong doings. I had fun no doubt, and felt the adrenaline of doing something so controversial. So risque in the moment, but I grew out of it I guess...
Hear me out, I am not going to bash or judge anyone who has or is still doing this, because that is your choice. No I am not saying you are the most shittiest of people and no I am not condemning you. However, I am only confessing this in hopes that maybe some of you could relate to, or not feel like you are alone in this boat if you feel sort of the same way I am feeling. However you take this post, just no that it is in no direct attack on anyone other than myself.
