I was in a bad car accident in Mar, 2017. I was badly injured and by all rights should have died . I have seen less severe wrecks and no one survived . I recovered as best as I could from my injuries but what haunts me, what keeps lingering in my mind is Why am I still here! Why me! I am not special is this a gift or did I not suffer enough from my injuries . Maybe living is my hell I dont know or is there someone or something that needs me before I go. (sighs)Things To ponder.