I'm a straight man, I've always been a masculine construction worker, every time I've had a sexual encounter, it's always been with women and I've always been fully in control, and growing up homosexuality was always kind of frowned upon in my neighborhood, but . . . Somewhere along the way I started fantasizing about being with another man, I've been mind of ashamed of it for a while now, but I want him to take control of me. I so badly want to find a man with a really big cock, and I want him to tell me to get on my knees, look down at me, slowly unzip his pants, slowly pull it out, let it hang there in front of me, take me by the back of my head and make me pleasure him. It really turns me on thinking about feeling his rock bard cock pulsating in my mouth until be explodes and shoots down my throat. I have this really intense desire to have him make me feel like his little cock slut.