Mule666
New Member
I am going to have my first gay sex encounter tomorrow night. It is with a total stranger, a much older man. We have exchanged nude photos. He is going to let me suck his dick, then he is going to fuck me. I will have to be very drunk in order to go through with this, so when he gets to my house, I will be naked and partially incapacitated. I will pretty much be at his mercy. If he wants to tie me to the bed, then snuff me, I will not be able to put up much of a fight. He could put a bag over my head and watch me suffocate. Or strangle me with my own belt. There would not be much I could do to stop him. But my fantasy of a homosexual encounter has become such an obsession, that if he wants to kill me, he can. As long as he fucks me while he's doing it.