I need an advice from an experienced lesbian

[Sun10]

For 1 year, i am infatuated for a woman 13 year older than more. I just can't stop thinking of her. She is married and kids.... I am also married and kids..
It is the first time in my life when I am fantasizing a woman. I absolutely virgin against Women. I blame her for this, somehow I have a strong feeling that she likes me that's why I am liking her back.
The advice I need is on: Should I stay away from her? Or try to pursue for her?

 

[Acqua]

First...you're married. Second...you said yourself you are infatuated, which is not love. The fact that you are having these types of thoughts definitely points to something needing to be done with the relationship you're in now...maybe figuring out how to make your marriage healthy would be a better thing to worry about. Also, there are a lot of children involved here. What is in their best interest should be considered. Just my thoughts..... I wish you luck tho!