How can I prove someone's worth to me when up until now I've doubted my worth to them?
I've struggled to love myself for a long time. Just this morning I tried to push away the one I love because of self doubt and insecurities. She's been nothing but loving, caring and supportive, yet I still doubted how she could love me.
Sadly my realization may of come too late and instead of doing the things that I should of been focused on from the start, making her feel loved, wanted, cherished and above all respected, I've destroyed a part of her that I only wanted to see shine and thrive.
It's taken this to make me see myself in a different way, she still loves me, I just wish my realization had come sooner and not at such a heavy price.
So that is my confession and this is my vow.
I will love myself more each day and make the promise to myself to prove her worth to the woman I love and hurt so much. I love you more than anything and you are worth far more than anyone could ever know.
I've struggled to love myself for a long time. Just this morning I tried to push away the one I love because of self doubt and insecurities. She's been nothing but loving, caring and supportive, yet I still doubted how she could love me.
Sadly my realization may of come too late and instead of doing the things that I should of been focused on from the start, making her feel loved, wanted, cherished and above all respected, I've destroyed a part of her that I only wanted to see shine and thrive.
It's taken this to make me see myself in a different way, she still loves me, I just wish my realization had come sooner and not at such a heavy price.
So that is my confession and this is my vow.
I will love myself more each day and make the promise to myself to prove her worth to the woman I love and hurt so much. I love you more than anything and you are worth far more than anyone could ever know.