I have a bit of an eccentric sexual side beyond the normal stuff that comes with having consumed porn daily for almost 12 years now. I have met only two women more out there then me one I foolishly broke it off with, the second and most recent one I think I scared off being to interested. (Granted that may have been just because of the content as well.) So few people who can jive with my more eccentric side makes me question how many more chances I will get, and if I will never not blow it.