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The Fight
Following the rules
not really getting
anywhere
no one really listens
anymore
We are all prophets
we know the truth
and if you don't
then you are canceled
Tolerance and understanding
Peace and Love are of
yesteryears
If you are not on the team
they will find a way to
demean
Nothing without something
being without being
No defense when there is no
defense
I still believe "there is no
where you can be which
isn't where you're meant
to be"
It's easy
So your choice
the choice
is do you just exist
do you run out of
ideas and let others
define your destiny?
No, no, not me I will
fight like hell
I will not relent
I'll bide my time, but
when the time is right
I will fight, I will never
let the intolerant win
I will fight, I will never
stop fighting
an original paul 18.09.20
Following the rules
not really getting
anywhere
no one really listens
anymore
We are all prophets
we know the truth
and if you don't
then you are canceled
Tolerance and understanding
Peace and Love are of
yesteryears
If you are not on the team
they will find a way to
demean
Nothing without something
being without being
No defense when there is no
defense
I still believe "there is no
where you can be which
isn't where you're meant
to be"
It's easy
So your choice
the choice
is do you just exist
do you run out of
ideas and let others
define your destiny?
No, no, not me I will
fight like hell
I will not relent
I'll bide my time, but
when the time is right
I will fight, I will never
let the intolerant win
I will fight, I will never
stop fighting
an original paul 18.09.20
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Not one of my better efforts, but just wanted to write it down to see what it looked like. : TY for your indulgence 
You Are Here
Now you are here
With me
Time has passed
So slowly
This is where we
Should be
Together forever
Until eternity
Our hands melt
Holding each
Other, like our
Bodies, a single
Heartbeat
A rhythmic pounding
The climax of love
That we reach
Now you are here
With me
Time has passed
So slowly
This is where we
Should be
Together forever
Until eternity
an original paul 18.09.20
You Are Here
Now you are here
With me
Time has passed
So slowly
This is where we
Should be
Together forever
Until eternity
Our hands melt
Holding each
Other, like our
Bodies, a single
Heartbeat
A rhythmic pounding
The climax of love
That we reach
Now you are here
With me
Time has passed
So slowly
This is where we
Should be
Together forever
Until eternity
an original paul 18.09.20
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Another day, just feel like writing some thoughts and musings.
Smiling, Laughing, and Giggling
When I wake up
and I am greeted
by your peaceful
sleeping eyes
I know it will be a
Great Day!
You've already made
it that way!
Intrigued and
mesmerized by the
little things that you
do
You make me so
happy, it's these
things that make me
Love you
Strolling in the park
kicking the colorful
leaves
Giggling and laughing
and sneaking some
kissing
Your smile, your eyes
reassure me that
everything is gonna be
alright
That's when we stop
and I hold you
tight, I hold you
tight
The birds are singing
their Autumn songs
You hear all of my
wishes
You tell me that you
will grant them all
with your kisses
Doing the bump dance
in the kitchen
I reach for you I want
to give you my
pleasing
Our smiles melt our
lips together
and I whisper to you
that I will love you
forever
I will love you
forever
Then we hug smiling,
laughing and giggling
an original paul 21.09.20
Smiling, Laughing, and Giggling
When I wake up
and I am greeted
by your peaceful
sleeping eyes
I know it will be a
Great Day!
You've already made
it that way!
Intrigued and
mesmerized by the
little things that you
do
You make me so
happy, it's these
things that make me
Love you
Strolling in the park
kicking the colorful
leaves
Giggling and laughing
and sneaking some
kissing
Your smile, your eyes
reassure me that
everything is gonna be
alright
That's when we stop
and I hold you
tight, I hold you
tight
The birds are singing
their Autumn songs
You hear all of my
wishes
You tell me that you
will grant them all
with your kisses
Doing the bump dance
in the kitchen
I reach for you I want
to give you my
pleasing
Our smiles melt our
lips together
and I whisper to you
that I will love you
forever
I will love you
forever
Then we hug smiling,
laughing and giggling
an original paul 21.09.20
Ooooooh! I'm all excited now! I'll send you a few one of these days!Oooh... I'd love to read some of those!
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curiousPaul
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...just another dose of late-night madness. I only confess because of the urge to express. It's a welcomed go-to place. Thank you for indulging me.
YOU
You are always so calm and quietly
Confident
You always know what to say after
Intently listening, caring, single-focused
On every word, someone has to say to
you.
Your words compliment the reassuring
Smile you flash, always at the perfect
Moment.
You appear to have a never-ending
Resilience even in the most difficult
Situations.
It’s so natural for you to carry the
Weight of others, but so quick to
Not let anyone penetrate your aura.
You're deeply refined and self-learned
The intuitiveness of what should be and
How it should be.
You can converse so freely with the
Cultured and so seamlessly with the
Hard-working masses.
You can be trusted and never
Disappoint. You carry the weight of
Others. You are uplifting and spiritual
But never too much.
You are never alone, always off
To do something new you say. You
Are not judgemental, so accepting
So understanding. And not too eager
To respond to embarrassing
Unpleasantries cast by others.
You are in control
You are always in control.
You rarely talk about you and are
Able to smoothly transition such
Inquires, then redirect and laugh.
But never too much. You are a
Professional but never with ego or
Bravado.
You are you and this is you and
Where would we be without
You!
an original paul 07.09.20
I only confess because of the urge to express. It's a welcomed go-to place. Thank you for indulging me.YOU
You are always so calm and quietly
Confident
You always know what to say after
Intently listening, caring, single-focused
On every word, someone has to say to
you.
Your words compliment the reassuring
Smile you flash, always at the perfect
Moment.
You appear to have a never-ending
Resilience even in the most difficult
Situations.
It’s so natural for you to carry the
Weight of others, but so quick to
Not let anyone penetrate your aura.
You're deeply refined and self-learned
The intuitiveness of what should be and
How it should be.
You can converse so freely with the
Cultured and so seamlessly with the
Hard-working masses.
You can be trusted and never
Disappoint. You carry the weight of
Others. You are uplifting and spiritual
But never too much.
You are never alone, always off
To do something new you say. You
Are not judgemental, so accepting
So understanding. And not too eager
To respond to embarrassing
Unpleasantries cast by others.
You are in control
You are always in control.
You rarely talk about you and are
Able to smoothly transition such
Inquires, then redirect and laugh.
But never too much. You are a
Professional but never with ego or
Bravado.
You are you and this is you and
Where would we be without
You!
an original paul 07.09.20
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curiousPaul
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..... I find myself awake in the early morning hours and without provocation find my mind jostling and jumping to just add more silly musings in hopes of relief. Thank you for your indulgence <3
Inside The Mind
Immersed in dark thoughts
of taking you
So vivid, so tantalizing so real
but I realize
I can't have you
Correcting my mind listening
then not listening
consumed in a love, a something
I never knew of
Denying myself of the truth
that I'll never have you
Watching my dreams unfold
before my closed eyes
I really can feel the touch, the
warmth, the sensation of which
I cannot deny, I can see it, feel
it, it's just too much.
Oh the lust and the secret desires
I've kept under lock and key, all
demand to be released and let go
these desires are now burning
fires that need to inhale the scent
of your heart to take love to abuse
to never stop, you are my wretched
muse.
No, not just the curve of your satin
body, nor the allure of your lips
No, not the softness of your long locks
It's in your penetrating eyes that
commands me to ravish you, take you,
use you, abuse you, and thrust deep
inside you. To hear you.
The twists and turns the switching of
the imagery inside my looking glass
can change how at the moment or
how the story was to go or end or
begin.
After all, it is in my mind that I see
you and all the things I want to do
to you
Immersed in dark thoughts
of taking you
So vivid, so tantalizing so real
but I realize
I can't have you!
an original paul 012.09.20
Inside The Mind
Immersed in dark thoughts
of taking you
So vivid, so tantalizing so real
but I realize
I can't have you
Correcting my mind listening
then not listening
consumed in a love, a something
I never knew of
Denying myself of the truth
that I'll never have you
Watching my dreams unfold
before my closed eyes
I really can feel the touch, the
warmth, the sensation of which
I cannot deny, I can see it, feel
it, it's just too much.
Oh the lust and the secret desires
I've kept under lock and key, all
demand to be released and let go
these desires are now burning
fires that need to inhale the scent
of your heart to take love to abuse
to never stop, you are my wretched
muse.
No, not just the curve of your satin
body, nor the allure of your lips
No, not the softness of your long locks
It's in your penetrating eyes that
commands me to ravish you, take you,
use you, abuse you, and thrust deep
inside you. To hear you.
The twists and turns the switching of
the imagery inside my looking glass
can change how at the moment or
how the story was to go or end or
begin.
After all, it is in my mind that I see
you and all the things I want to do
to you
Immersed in dark thoughts
of taking you
So vivid, so tantalizing so real
but I realize
I can't have you!
an original paul 012.09.20
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curiousPaul
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...i'm always inspired by the change of seasons. Especially Summer to Autumn. I like this one. The words and imagery was just free flow. And I like when that happens......thank you for allowing my indulgences. I hope you enjoy!
The Weather is Changing (and so are we)
The Weather is Changing (and so are we)
Something's happening in
The air tonight
Don’t know what it is it
Just doesn’t feel right,
Something's just not right (not right)
The weather's changing not
Sure if you are too, We were
So close, but seems like you
Have changed like the seasons
Without any reasons, no, no
Without any reasons (reasons)
I gave you my heart I gave you
My love, I guess that just
Wasn’t enough
Now it just seems so old
And feels so cold (so cold)
Girl what I have done to
Upend our world (our world)
All so confusing to me
I guess that is how life was
Meant to be
I gave you my heart I gave you
My love, I guess that just
Wasn’t enough
Maybe you were never
Really here, just an
Illusion that I wanted to
See
Yeah, I’ll blame it on me
Blame it on me (on me, on me)
Now it just seems so old
And feels so cold (so cold)
Girl what have I done to
Upend our world (our world)
All so confusing to me
I guess that is how life is
Meant to be
I gave you my heart I gave you
My love, I guess that just
Wasn’t enough
The weather has changed
And so did we
The weather has changed
Time to go and look and
See (look and see)
Looking back now, this
Crazy love was never
Meant to be (to be, to be)
Now it just seems so old
And feels so cold (so cold)
Girl what have I done to
Upend our world (our world)
All so confusing to me
I guess that is how life is
Meant to be
I gave you my heart I gave you
My love, I guess that just
Wasn’t enough
an original paul 22.09.20
The air tonight
Don’t know what it is it
Just doesn’t feel right,
Something's just not right (not right)
The weather's changing not
Sure if you are too, We were
So close, but seems like you
Have changed like the seasons
Without any reasons, no, no
Without any reasons (reasons)
I gave you my heart I gave you
My love, I guess that just
Wasn’t enough
Now it just seems so old
And feels so cold (so cold)
Girl what I have done to
Upend our world (our world)
All so confusing to me
I guess that is how life was
Meant to be
I gave you my heart I gave you
My love, I guess that just
Wasn’t enough
Maybe you were never
Really here, just an
Illusion that I wanted to
See
Yeah, I’ll blame it on me
Blame it on me (on me, on me)
Now it just seems so old
And feels so cold (so cold)
Girl what have I done to
Upend our world (our world)
All so confusing to me
I guess that is how life is
Meant to be
I gave you my heart I gave you
My love, I guess that just
Wasn’t enough
The weather has changed
And so did we
The weather has changed
Time to go and look and
See (look and see)
Looking back now, this
Crazy love was never
Meant to be (to be, to be)
Now it just seems so old
And feels so cold (so cold)
Girl what have I done to
Upend our world (our world)
All so confusing to me
I guess that is how life is
Meant to be
I gave you my heart I gave you
My love, I guess that just
Wasn’t enough
an original paul 22.09.20
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oh, haha, not that it matters, but stuff like this ^^^^^ just happens sometimes after a brief time of meditation, not always, but sometimes the images are so clear. Silly 'ol me. hahahaha
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curiousPaul
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...a simple one..*wink* lol
If you were here then, there wouldn't be any more fear.
If I didn't leave maybe we would be hugging and kissing.
Love is a mystery, no rules, no limits, nothing but the feeling
of giving and receiving love.
Have you ever felt that?
No games, no faking it, no wanna be miss something
or mister something that you are not
The lies, they will surface, trust me, friend, try to find
out early, what trust, truth, and honesty are all about.
Everything else is the pretender of the insecurities of
your ego.
Lol, go get your coffee, all I ask is that you think about
it.
It is the Shit!
an original paul 23.09.20
If you were here then, there wouldn't be any more fear.
If I didn't leave maybe we would be hugging and kissing.
Love is a mystery, no rules, no limits, nothing but the feeling
of giving and receiving love.
Have you ever felt that?
No games, no faking it, no wanna be miss something
or mister something that you are not
The lies, they will surface, trust me, friend, try to find
out early, what trust, truth, and honesty are all about.
Everything else is the pretender of the insecurities of
your ego.
Lol, go get your coffee, all I ask is that you think about
it.
It is the Shit!
an original paul 23.09.20
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curiousPaul
Guest
Written while enlightened ^^^^ it is not as fooked up as it may seem. hahaha, lol, whatever floats your whatever.... Peace <3
<3
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County
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The girl in the mirror
Tousled hair framing her face
Blue eyes staring back at me
Sighing she turns away
Was this all they could see
A china doll
A trophy on a shelf
Her mind full of knowledge
Made keep it to herself
Unwanted looks
Unsavory attention
Her hopes and dreams
They never got a mention
Wear a fake smile
Answer with grace
Play the part
As long as she showed her face
Turning back to face me
A smile of true happiness
Shines up into her eyes
Now seen for all she is
Her life of being paraded
Seems so far away
But the girl in the mirror
She reminds me everyday
County
Tousled hair framing her face
Blue eyes staring back at me
Sighing she turns away
Was this all they could see
A china doll
A trophy on a shelf
Her mind full of knowledge
Made keep it to herself
Unwanted looks
Unsavory attention
Her hopes and dreams
They never got a mention
Wear a fake smile
Answer with grace
Play the part
As long as she showed her face
Turning back to face me
A smile of true happiness
Shines up into her eyes
Now seen for all she is
Her life of being paraded
Seems so far away
But the girl in the mirror
She reminds me everyday
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Your soul brings mine to life like water to a flower
Your whispers on my skin make me shiver like a cool evening breeze
Your hands caress over me like water running in a stream
Your kisses make me melt like ice in a shower of rain
Your presence wraps around me like a blanket of stars watching over me
Your arms keep me safe and guide me like the soft glowing moonlight flickering through the shadows
Your love fills my heart with a light that keeps growing like the rising sun
All that you are completes me so perfectly like the setting sun on dusk
County
Your whispers on my skin make me shiver like a cool evening breeze
Your hands caress over me like water running in a stream
Your kisses make me melt like ice in a shower of rain
Your presence wraps around me like a blanket of stars watching over me
Your arms keep me safe and guide me like the soft glowing moonlight flickering through the shadows
Your love fills my heart with a light that keeps growing like the rising sun
All that you are completes me so perfectly like the setting sun on dusk
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Punishment
As she begins to regain conciousness the smell of blood and sweat in the air fill her nostrils
Her throat curls tight making her gag causing a searing pain to rip through her stomach muscles as they convulse
Frozen in fear she gulps down a scream, listening intently as tears flow down her cheeks
The silence telling her she is alone
How could she have been so careless and stupid she thought
She should have known it would enrage him
The cold hard floor under her in the pitch black room confirms her punishment isn't over
Her body begins to tremble uncontrollably
He will return continuing until he is satisfied she has learnt her lesson
Wincing through raggid breaths she pulls her legs up wrapping her arms around them tightly until she is curled up in the fetal position
All she can do is wait until he is ready to return, hoping and praying that he is done
The door opens and her eyes fly open, gasping for breath as she sits up
Feeling the sweat drenched sheets against her skin she looks around the room
Once again her punishment had haunted her sleep in an endless nightmare
County
As she begins to regain conciousness the smell of blood and sweat in the air fill her nostrils
Her throat curls tight making her gag causing a searing pain to rip through her stomach muscles as they convulse
Frozen in fear she gulps down a scream, listening intently as tears flow down her cheeks
The silence telling her she is alone
How could she have been so careless and stupid she thought
She should have known it would enrage him
The cold hard floor under her in the pitch black room confirms her punishment isn't over
Her body begins to tremble uncontrollably
He will return continuing until he is satisfied she has learnt her lesson
Wincing through raggid breaths she pulls her legs up wrapping her arms around them tightly until she is curled up in the fetal position
All she can do is wait until he is ready to return, hoping and praying that he is done
The door opens and her eyes fly open, gasping for breath as she sits up
Feeling the sweat drenched sheets against her skin she looks around the room
Once again her punishment had haunted her sleep in an endless nightmare
County
My Secret Place
Bound, Suspended
Tips of toes just touching the ground
Welcome to my secret place
The darkness you have found
Wrists tied tight
wrapped in perfect rows
Blindfolded and gagged
With a ball red as a rose
Although you can't see me
My presence you can feel
As i circle like a shark
Inspecting its next meal
Here there is no schedule
All we have is time
Claiming every last inch
Your body now is mine
Whispering in your ear
Breaths beating against your skin
Teasing your beautiful mind
As it slowly lets me in
Silence in the air
A simple brush across the cheek
Watching your lips quiver
As your senses start to peak
From behind my arms around you
Cupping firm, pert breasts
Groping, squeezing, pulling
As your skin I do divest
My hands exploring lower
With confidence, there is no doubt
What happens next?
That's for me to know and you to find out
Bound, Suspended
Tips of toes just touching the ground
Welcome to my secret place
The darkness you have found
Wrists tied tight
wrapped in perfect rows
Blindfolded and gagged
With a ball red as a rose
Although you can't see me
My presence you can feel
As i circle like a shark
Inspecting its next meal
Here there is no schedule
All we have is time
Claiming every last inch
Your body now is mine
Whispering in your ear
Breaths beating against your skin
Teasing your beautiful mind
As it slowly lets me in
Silence in the air
A simple brush across the cheek
Watching your lips quiver
As your senses start to peak
From behind my arms around you
Cupping firm, pert breasts
Groping, squeezing, pulling
As your skin I do divest
My hands exploring lower
With confidence, there is no doubt
What happens next?
That's for me to know and you to find out
Alphabetically Her
Always Amazing
Beyond Beautiful
Capaciously Caring
Delightfully Dignifying
Effortlessly Enchanting
Fiercely Faithful
Graciously Gorgeous
Hypnotically Humble
Impeccably Innocent
Joyfully Jubilant
Keenly Kindhearted
Laudably Loyal
Magnificently Musing
Naturally Noble
Outrageously Organized
Preciously Perfect
Quietly Quaint
Refreshingly Radiant
Soulfully Strong
Tirelessly True
Utterly Unforgettable
Vivaciously Vibrant
Wickedly Witty
eXtraordinarily xenodochial
Yarely Youthful
Zestfully Zealed
Always Amazing
Beyond Beautiful
Capaciously Caring
Delightfully Dignifying
Effortlessly Enchanting
Fiercely Faithful
Graciously Gorgeous
Hypnotically Humble
Impeccably Innocent
Joyfully Jubilant
Keenly Kindhearted
Laudably Loyal
Magnificently Musing
Naturally Noble
Outrageously Organized
Preciously Perfect
Quietly Quaint
Refreshingly Radiant
Soulfully Strong
Tirelessly True
Utterly Unforgettable
Vivaciously Vibrant
Wickedly Witty
eXtraordinarily xenodochial
Yarely Youthful
Zestfully Zealed
The Gift
My darkness
My demons
My fears
Poking
Prodding
Tearing me down
Year after f%$&king year
Roaming this world
Just me and the demons
Without a place to call home
Here
There
Everywhere
My demons and me alone
Until one day
I met an angel
Behind a tall stone wall
Hiding
Guarded
Even scared
Until the bricks started to fall
As trust grew
And the last brick fell
She finally let me see
This beautiful
Amazing
Innocent gift
Standing in front of me
With out asking or hesitation
She placed it in my hand
warm to touch with the weight of gold
Darkness
Light
Mixed together
Mine to protect and hold
Now she is mine
To nurture, love, protect
I am her king
Always safe
Free
Yet owned
My beautiful amazing queen
the beautiful gift she gave me
so amazing and so bright
together our hearts are bound
Demons locked
dark now light
no longer alone
in her soul, finally a home i found
My darkness
My demons
My fears
Poking
Prodding
Tearing me down
Year after f%$&king year
Roaming this world
Just me and the demons
Without a place to call home
Here
There
Everywhere
My demons and me alone
Until one day
I met an angel
Behind a tall stone wall
Hiding
Guarded
Even scared
Until the bricks started to fall
As trust grew
And the last brick fell
She finally let me see
This beautiful
Amazing
Innocent gift
Standing in front of me
With out asking or hesitation
She placed it in my hand
warm to touch with the weight of gold
Darkness
Light
Mixed together
Mine to protect and hold
Now she is mine
To nurture, love, protect
I am her king
Always safe
Free
Yet owned
My beautiful amazing queen
the beautiful gift she gave me
so amazing and so bright
together our hearts are bound
Demons locked
dark now light
no longer alone
in her soul, finally a home i found
Who doesn't like Haiku's and Senryu's
Would have to be crazy not to
Haikuku
Haiku, Senryu
Spill Seventeen syllables
Creating beauty
