SerpentiSpiritus
New Member
I am a 52 year old man that is heavily addicted to internet porn. I feel like I am possessed. Imagine being addicted to something, which leads to an obsession, to the point where it starts to takeover every aspect of your life. Then eventually you give yourself fully over to the obsession, so it now controls you, possesses you, compels you, drives you and you can’t say no, nor can you help yourself. This is where I find myself, all the things I once enjoyed have been replaced with watching porn and my masturbation toys, combined with smoking cannabis. I spend most of my time isolating in my house by myself, day and night. In a 24 hour period, at the least, I will watch 8 hours of porn. The most I have watched so far is 15 hours in a 24 hour period. There have been times where the 8 hour sessions have been straight through, without a break or anything to eat, while all the time using my toy. When I do stop for a short time, after just 4 hours, I have the cravings again and it gets worse as time go’s on. The very first thing I do when I wake up, is have a session. Sometimes in the day, I will start at 9am and continue till about 5pm, then start again at 7pm till about 3am in the morning. I rarely get much sleep at night, because the night schedule does not change…smoke weed, watch porn and use my masturbator toy till 3am.
I’m looking to network with others here that can relate to what I have mentioned above, those that are still active in this. Because often I feel alone and on my own with this. It would be good to chat to like minded individuals about porn, sexual fetishes, sexual fantasies, sex industry, all things to do with sex and more. I am very open minded and really want to talk and also meet people that I can connect with, that have the same interests, practices, desires as I have. To share experiences, network, friendships, support, similar thoughts, immoralities, perversions and more. I’m not looking to talk with any judgemental people, Christians….people like that and I will only ignore them, so don’t bother.
I love internet porn and watching people have sex, almost as much as doing it with someone/others. I love the flesh, it’s pleasures and nudity.
I do hope this can be a place where I can fit in and feel at home, because I have been looking for something like that for sometime now.
I’m looking to network with others here that can relate to what I have mentioned above, those that are still active in this. Because often I feel alone and on my own with this. It would be good to chat to like minded individuals about porn, sexual fetishes, sexual fantasies, sex industry, all things to do with sex and more. I am very open minded and really want to talk and also meet people that I can connect with, that have the same interests, practices, desires as I have. To share experiences, network, friendships, support, similar thoughts, immoralities, perversions and more. I’m not looking to talk with any judgemental people, Christians….people like that and I will only ignore them, so don’t bother.
I love internet porn and watching people have sex, almost as much as doing it with someone/others. I love the flesh, it’s pleasures and nudity.
I do hope this can be a place where I can fit in and feel at home, because I have been looking for something like that for sometime now.