Black in my soul
It's all black in my soul
No diamond in the coal
I reap just what I sow
It's all black in my soul
It's ugly when I cry
I'm crying all the time
In my mind where it builds and it climbs
And this is more than I can handle
Give me something strong to fill the hole
While I make love to the war in my soul
Stuck on a loop, it's an endless song
Of every little thing that could ever go wrong
I will detonate if it plays too long
It goes on, and on, and on, and on
It's too loud in my brain and I never get away
It's too much, I'm ashamed that I don't know how to change
The more I try, I doubt that I believe this thing called "peace of mind"
It's too loud, I need space