It's ugly when I cry
I'm crying all the time
In my mind where it builds and it climbs
And this is more than I can handle
Give me something strong to fill the hole
While I make love to the war in my soul
Yeah, and I-, I keep on dreaming of the day I die
Where I escape the darkness in my own mind
It's like a mental funeral, something beautiful
I wanna stay but I know I gotta let it go
I keep on dreaming of the day I die
And I don't wanna wake up