So, here it is..
I've been really struggling lately. The cloud keeps hanging over me like a damn virus and for some reason I can't stop it. I feel like everything around me is crumbling..
I can't seem to crawl my way back up, instead I seem to be reaching all new rock bottoms each time I fall back down. I don't know what's causing it, I don't know why it's happening but I don't know how to end it either. And in the process all I'm doing is letting people down and hurting them. This tornado of pain, tears and rage just won't seem to leave me alone. And it's killing me. Mentally, physically and emotionally.
I do know, however, I have been pushing people away that I probably shouldn't have and for that all I can do is apologise. I haven't been myself and I'm sorry, I really am..
I'm just not happy anymore.
Well.. I think that's about it.
Just the ramblings of a crazy person.
I've been really struggling lately. The cloud keeps hanging over me like a damn virus and for some reason I can't stop it. I feel like everything around me is crumbling..
I can't seem to crawl my way back up, instead I seem to be reaching all new rock bottoms each time I fall back down. I don't know what's causing it, I don't know why it's happening but I don't know how to end it either. And in the process all I'm doing is letting people down and hurting them. This tornado of pain, tears and rage just won't seem to leave me alone. And it's killing me. Mentally, physically and emotionally.
I do know, however, I have been pushing people away that I probably shouldn't have and for that all I can do is apologise. I haven't been myself and I'm sorry, I really am..
I'm just not happy anymore.
Well.. I think that's about it.
Just the ramblings of a crazy person.
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