What I’m listening to...
- Thread starter Fireball69
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I tried breathing underwater to drown out the doubt
I cracked under the pressure and nearly bled out (nearly bled out)
You said you'd always save me, so where are you now?
Feels like I'm failing, I'm dancing while drowning alone
I'm dancing while drowning alone
Feels like I'm failing, I'm dancing while drowning alone
I'm lost in these memories
Living behind my own illusion
Lost all my dignity
Living inside my own confusion
I've been lost, alone in a crowd
Can't remember when the silence got so loud
We believe, but what do we know?
All the things we bottle up will one day start to overflow
Where do I shelter when it's raining inside?
No peace and quiet from the noise in my mind
I don't bend, I break, I can't go on this way
It kills to hear you say
"I can't stand to see you like this"
Honey, load up your questions
And pick up your sticks and your stones
And pretend I'm a shelter
For heartaches that don't have a home
Choose the words that cut like a razor
All that I'll say is
Fire away
Take your best shot
Show me what you got
Honey, I'm not afraid
Rear back and take aim
And fire away
Well, I wish I could say
That I've never been here before
But you know and I know
That I'll always come back for more
Your love might be my damnation
But I'll cry to my grave
Faking a smile, but my life's been hell
Been strong for everybody but myself
These past due bills ain't gonna pay themselves
Somebody, kill me
Got my PhD as a pessimist
I'ma drink all night 'til I can't feel this
This bottle's cheaper than a therapist
Somebody, kill me
Every day I die a little bit more
Pull the plug on my life support
'Cause nothing's going right
In my dead-end life, my dead-end life
Wake up to a cloudy day
Dark rolls in and it starts to rain
Staring out to the cage-like walls
Time goes by and the shadows crawl
Crushin' Candy Crush-ing pills
Got no job, mom pays my bills
Textin', Nexus, get my feels
Sweatin' bullets, Netflix-chills
World's out there singin' the blues
Twenty more dead on the evening news
Think to myself: "really, what's the use?"
I'm just like you, I was born to lose
Why oh why can't you just fix me?
When all I want's to feel numb
But the medication's all gone
Why oh why does God hate me?
When all I want's to get high
And forget this so-called life
I am so frickin' bored
Nothing to do today
I guess I'll sit around and medicate (I medicate)
I am so frickin' bored
Nothing to do today
I guess I'll sit around and medicate (I medicate)
Jesus. It hits really hard for me. Hell, it is me!
One step ahead but I'm still behind
Where I thought I'd be by this time
It's hard to please, much less believe the screaming voice in my head
In my head
I'm in a freefall
Racing to the ground
I'm scared I'll lose it all
Is anybody out there
Or am I alone?
Reaching out for someone in a freefall
I've got a million reasons to hold on
But I need one to let it go
I smile like I'm okay
But I got pain that no one knows
No one knows
I think that
I'm thinking too much
So I drink till
I'm drinking too much
It's all spinning faster and faster
I'm in a freefall
Racing to the ground
I'm scared I'll lose it all
Is anybody out there
Or am I alone?
Reaching out for someone in a freefall
Damn!
Can you blow my mind?
Set off my whole body
If I give you my time (ooh)
Can you snatch my soul from me?
I don't wanna wait, come take it
Take me where I ain't been before
Can you blow my mind?
Set off my whole body, whole body
Make me sweat, make me hotter
Make me lose my breath, make me water
Make me sweat, make me hotter
Make me lose my breath, make me water
Hopefully
You can last all night, don't get too excited (ooh)
Oh, privacy (mm)
You ain't gotta go nowhere, you can stay inside it
I am listening to my husband's amazon play list, we were sometimes dancing together whilst doing housework.
Then the Titanic theme tune came so we started kissing.
Then the Titanic theme tune came so we started kissing.
Bon Jovi, it's the final countdown.
That's so amazingly romantic
Not to be pedantic but that's Europe. Their one and only hit and you take it away from them, poor fellas
It's all before my timeNot to be pedantic but that's Europe. Their one and only hit and you take it away from them, poor fellas
Lots of things were before your time! Like Netflix being a postal movie service or mobile phones not being a thing
Not to be pedantic but that's Europe. Their one and only hit and you take it away from them, poor fellas
Sorry, you are right.
I bit before my time, but I should know the difference.
You adore me anyway lol