Hi Tricia, I hope you’ve had some luck finding a bit of fun on the site. If you ever get bored and would like to chat with someone to ease your mind about anything I’d be more than welcome to lend some ears and lips. Hope your physical world gets better little hope from the sound of it but there’s still hope lol. Take careHi, I am Tricia, I am relatively new here and am enjoying it immensely. I am from North Carolina which is USA altho I truly hope we secede again. Yeup I am right wing and I carry a cute little 380 that hides in the most unique places. My marriage is completely non sexual. We live in separate bedrooms on different levels of the house. So far I have loved reading and having brief chats here then masturbating. Sad but masturbation is my sole source of sex. We have been 'married' long enough to have two grown kids, both by 'c' section so I am still very tight. HIS world revolves around the office and golf. I am the one on his arm smiling at the club or at professional social functions. But, alas, you are very right I am to quote Elvis, ''caught in a trap'' and I cannot escape or get out. I live the perfect life in the perfect world sans sex. I WANT TO HAVE AT LEAST A VIRTUAL SEX LIFE. Now this brings me to what I do not understand about this site. When I try a chat room it seems I am being diverted elsewhere. Secondly, I made a cute very vivid short video of me mastubating which I have not figured out where or if I can post it. Hugs to friends new and not yet found ...